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Apr 15, 2004

tsumannai na.. ore wa....

Social blog time XDDDDD

haha....

yatta ne minna.. akhirna bisa juga balik.. setelah melalui banyak sekali rintangan en halangan untruk balik ke bandung

jadi critanya gini.. XD~~~ kan mami pindah rumah jadi gw mesti bantu angkat lemari meja etc XD sumpah berat.. apalagi lemari 3 pintunya.. biar udah di gotong berlima.. tapi dasar kulinya bego smua.. ga punya tenaga sebel. koq nyewa kuli na yg kya gethu sih? bego. *kesel*
trus di suruh masang lemari tempel, masang gordyn, krei, benerin ranjang, etc etc.. behhhhhhh

GUNANYA ITU KULI DI SEWA APAANNNNNN????? *sorry.. kesel*

kalo kuli ga bisa kerja jangan di sewaaaaa..... 70 rebu terbuang sia2

sebel

haiyaaa.... dari beberapa hari yang lalu sms an ama Kuya sama XDDDDD *seneng* trus dapet sms dari I-Chan.. XDDD hahaha... kaget gw... oh iyah Icchan apa kabar yah? XD~ lama tak bersua..

liat sih beberapa yaoi hints di jkt... XD~

crita ttg mami papi lagi.

mami tuntut papi ke pengadilan. 2 surat somsai sudah di layangkan tapi ngga ada tanggapan. tinggal nunggu surat somasi yg ke 3 melayang ke rumah papi. papi di tuntut karena menelantarkan kluarga dan tuduhan penipuan.

gw binun. kalo selama 20 taun rumah tangga bae2 aja knapa pas masa udah tua juga baru rubut? yah kehidupan "orang dewasa" emang amat sangat rumit sekali banget. gw ga ngerti. waktu dulu mami nemuin papi.. papi malah ninju mami. padahal dari dulu sampe sekarang papi ngga pernah turun tangan sama sekali. apalagi sampe nonjok.. seems impossible. but that was happened. i dunno why.. but if i tought i WAS NEVER has an ordinary family. dissapointed parrents and annoying lil sis. that make me sick of my self and my life. really.
sometimes i just think that i not supposed to be here. in this world. i just a trash for this world. cos.. its seems my mom doesn't want me at all. and my dad maybe just using mask if he tlks to me. beh... but i dunno why... no matter what my mom said the most worst thing about my dad.. i still love him. still want to meet and hug him. maybe cos were have same suffer. i dunno why..
maybe yes, my mom act good this least time.. but i still think that is a lie. i dont`t even trust that what she said and her good attitude is real for me.

^^; here let i give an example...
when i at jakarta, my aunt came without telling me first. then.. as i tought ^^; my mom act so sweeeeet~~~ ^^; then my aunty see my "e" then she said that i can draw not too bad. and.. i dunno why but my mom aggry. *shocked* What the????? She really never said it before~!!!!

she always forbide me to draw. if i drawing a pic she always tears it..

so its really unnormal conditions, rite? XDDDD haha....

whatever lah... meimai da...

shiranai yo. demo ima made.. okaasan no koto ga kirai yo. hontou ni wakannai. demo okasan no koto ga suki ja nai ... ara.... warui no ko na ore wa... kanashii yo.

he.. makin lama makin ngaco... beh. just ignoring whatever i said ok? ^^;;;;;;;;

just shouting. meaningless.... mweehehehhehehe...

Posted at 04:22 am by kanone-hilbert


	mashi April 17, 2004 12:58 AM PDT justru itu kiryuu.... mami mah malah jadi bae2 en bilang klo die seneng gw bisa gambar (nah loh?) klo gitu knapa juga slama ini die bilang gambar gw sampah en slalu ngerobek gambar saya? .. ah orang tua emang membingungkan.. knapa dia ngga bilang ama tante klo dia benci ama gambar saya dan smuaitu smpa kya apa yg slalu di katakan nya pd saya? ahh.. melachonic... beh... makanya gw pengen jade orang lain.. klo gw kebawa sedih temen gw bilang gw mengasihani dirindriri.. ah.. au a... he? ini ngga bisa di pindah ke kanan ^^; gomen ^^;;; emang prognya getu ^^;;


	Kiryuu April 15, 2004 08:37 AM PDT Mashi, coba jadi orang luar aja dulu, dan liat posisi semua pemeran di cerita ini, sama kemungkinan informasi yang mereka nggak kasih. Mereka bukan orang lain, tapi kalau jadi orang lain, kamu nggak usah masukin emosi pribadi kayak lebih simpati ato percaya salah satu. soal topeng, wajar kok mereka bermanis ria didepan orang lain, taruhannya itu public image soalnya. Soal gambar, apa dia tambah marah setelah tante kamu muji ? Kalau bener, coba diteliti hubungan mereka deh, mungkin kamu cuman bentuk buat ngewujudin rasa nggak amannya kali. ah, sedikit deh, tapi jangan terlalu diambil serius, saya emang gak pinter begini ^^; PS: tombol post disini pindah ke kiri dong, salah keteken Cancel tadi ^^;

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